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Blessing and Healing - I Hope and Pray

5/19/2017

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After I'd posted the first icon I wrote (factoid - you write an icon, you don't paint it), a friend who is undergoing treatment for cancer commented how much she liked it.  So much so, she was wondering how she might be able to acquire it.  The tradition of creating icons has a pretty strict stipulation that you don't give away your first one because it is full of your frailties and flesh, not spirit and prayer.  While she was gracious when I explained that, I determined she'd have one to help her along in her healing journey.

Carolyn Rock and the rest of the West Michigan iconography family were gracious in assisting me with materials, prayer, and moral support in creating the Archangel Gabriel.  The messenger.  My prayer is that he brings a message of healing to my friend.  

After a couple weeks it was finished, and I presented it to my friend.  She was speechless.  No small feat.
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Have a glimpse.  And while you're thinking of it, join me in prayer for her healing.
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I Dare to Dream

4/15/2017

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When I was around nine or ten years old, my mother told me she’d buy a horse for me if I saved enough money to pay for a saddle.  She didn’t look at a tack shop that would have most likely had something more reasonable and better made.  She pointed to the Sears catalog and told me that was the goal.  As memory serves, it was around $200.  An impossible fortune for a young girl who had no allowance, lived isolated on a farm with no transportation to get any sort of menial work.  But Mom underestimated my desire and determination.

On the weekends of the school year, and every day during summer vacation, I scoured the ditches of roads and lanes miles around my house.  At two cents a bottle, I found every pop and beer bottle in a two mile radius around my farm on foot with a paper bag to transport them home.  One day I struck the mother lode.  Most likely some teens had been drinking on the back roads and had to ditch an entire case of beer in order to not get caught.  They had drunk enough to get sick, however, which made the discovery a mixed blessing. I dragged the case home (I did not have a wagon), washed off the vomit, emptied the rest of the bottles and collected my reward.  My saddle jar was looking good.

I dared to dream a horse would be mine.
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The money adding up made the adults nervous.  It looked like I’d actually reach my goal.  There was no excuse about lack of room, since we lived on a forty acre farm.  I was chipping away the excuse of having tack.  So they came up with a plan.  Convince me to put the money in the bank to accrue interest.  Of course, not a separate bank account to be able to track progress.  Put it in my so called college account.  I trusted these people.  I followed their advice.  The money disappeared and the horse never materialized.  In fact, about eight years later Mom took that money and purchased some worthless land in Arizona as a retirement investment.  That money did not go to any sort of education for me, nor did the land ever get used for her retirement.  In her dementia, she had quit paying taxes on the lot and it went back to the county.  

That’s what happened to my dream.

Recently, I dared to dream again.  I dreamt that I could have an art studio that would be big enough to create in, have storage, hang art in, have classes in, fellowship in, and worship in.  A creative worship studio on the northeast side of Grand Rapids. Something dedicated to both art and prayer.  I talked it over with Mike.  I made the pitch that it made more sense owning a property rather than paying rent every month for something too small and gave us no value in return.  He was on board.  We set a budget (albeit small) and started looking.

I dared to dream that things that had been spoken into my life would come to pass.

The realtor I was working with was great and on board with the vision.  We looked at a lot of properties.  The market is currently overheated and people looking at houses were offering far more than they were worth. Nonetheless, our plan was to steadily and patiently look and not be in a rush.  But the political situation affected the markets and suddenly we were no longer in a position to purchase anything.  I had dared to share the dream with others, asking them to pray.  I had dared to share the dream with the realtor, wasting so much of her time.  I had dared to believe the dream could come true.

I could take this failure deep into my heart and decide that dreams aren’t for me.  But don’t underestimate my desire and determination.  I am taking to heart the quote by Paul Tillich.  “He who risks and fails can be forgiven.  He who never risks and never fails is a failure in his whole being.”

I will continue to dare to dream.

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